Memories vs Bonds

Dream

2010-09-18T03:05:00.003+10:00

Person who has intention.
Person who stands up again.
It begins to move again.
Person who spins time.
Person who walks to the future.
It is the story of the "Will".

A wing blows through the city. The wind is cold, and at times, it may make you want to stop.
When the time comes, I want you to continue moving forward, no matter how slowly. You'll definitely reach it someday. Even if sad things happen, you'll be fine.

If you reach out your hand, someone will be there. Because we can share warmth.
Even if you're alone of a tough journey, as long as you don't let go of the hand you hold onto, you'll definitely triumph. That's why you should never give up.

At the end of the long, long road, happiness awaits you. Happiness gathers together and becomes an even greater happiness. One day, I want you to realise this: You've experienced plenty of happiness when you walk down this road. Never forget. You're not alone. Carve your confident footsteps into the ground, transcend the seasons, and look up towards the sky.

Even without wings, you'll make it....

To that dream you saw one day, that dream of a future, overflowing with light---

Melodies of Life

2010-07-08T04:37:00.002+10:00

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain.

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and on.

If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

Because...

2010-06-02T07:01:00.002+10:00

Because kindness is also cruel sometimes,
I lose sight of the answer the more I search for it.
If after the rain,
you can see a rainbow in the town...
Let's start walking now; something is about to begin.

Because I have you, because I have tomorrow,
because I can't live on all alone,
I feel you so close by me.
I guess that's love.

Because you know how much pain tears can bring,
I want to find a smile in your transparent eyes
as I search for a true meaning in them.

Until I Get Over You

2010-05-07T18:21:00.003+10:00

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

Baby

2010-04-08T21:01:00.009+10:00

all i can think about is you..every day, every night..no matter what i do, no matter where i go..you are all i can think about..i need to actively stop myself from thinking about you, then only will there be a chance for me to think about other things..i don't want to stop thinking about you..i want to think of you every single day and night...but...

i am really feeling the pain now..and this pain i'm feeling is just ever increasing..every single day when i wake up, i turn to my phone to check if you had sent me any sms..you did, of course..you tell me almost everything that is happening to you..you are so close to me..yet, so far..

i have to live through these feelings everyday..the pain, the sorrow, the confusion, the sadness, the way i miss you like i never had for anyone before..but it's not always sad..whenever i talk to you, whenever i receive your sms, i feel my mood change..for better or for worse, your one sms can change my entire mood instantly..i can be really happy when i read your sms, and i can be really happy when i talk to you on the phone..but whenever u're not around, i start to really miss you alot again..

i feel you are far away..i cannot reach out to your heart and touch it..i tried to, but i just cant seem to do anything..i feel powerless..i feel hopeless..i feel pathetic..it feels like you control my very emotions..whatever you do will have an impact on me..i know this puts you in alot of pressure..i am truly sorry..but this is just how much u mean to me..how much i love you..

you told me that you will be here for me whenever i need you..but what you may not understand is that the most important times when i feel i really need you, are the times when you are not here with me..just your presence is enough to make my heart beat on..just your voice is enough to make me feel at peace..just your love is enough to make me happy..but during the times when i cannot feel you, my heart becomes cold..my mind cannot be at peace..i cannot feel happy..

i am sorry that i am giving you so much pressure..if you ever read this, please don't feel pressured by this..i am willing to do whatever you want me to do..all you have to do is just ask..cuz if you don't ask, i will never know..i am sorry for not being sensitive enough for the things that u want me to be, and being too sensitive for the things that you don't want me to be..please don't blame me for being like this..

I really love you very, very, VERY much..and i hope that my feelings can be successfully conveyed to you..i'm sorry if you feel that i love you too much for you to bear..and i'm sorry for saying sorry so many times..i know you don't like it, but i'm just too afraid to lose you..

I love you, Baby. I really, truly, sincerely love you with all my heart..you are everything to me..and i mean every single word i say..

I love you.

CNY + VDAY

2010-02-14T18:58:00.003+11:00

Happy Lunar New Year and Happy Valentine's Day to everyone, if anyone actually reads this..

it's rare for cny and vday to fall on the same day..i believe more people would be disappointed than delighted for this to happen..whatever your reasons are, just treasure this day..

i am actually disappointed that these two occasions fall on the same day..not because i only get to celebrate one and forced to let go of the other one..i am actually blessed to be able celebrate both occasions together..something i could never have dreamed of..two things happening at the same time..one of them can be disguised..think whatever u want =p

the reason why i'm disappointed is because..I AM STUCK IN A FOREIGN LAND WITH NOBODY TO CELEBRATE WITH!! yes u heard me..STUCK..in this faraway land..where no family members are around..as for the one whom i wish to celebrate vday with, it could have happened, but it didn't..haha..yes disappointed..

regardless, wish everyone all the best, have a great holiday and win lotsa money~~ xD

i miss u...

A line has to be drawn

2010-02-14T18:44:00.002+11:00

not the line which says "this is as far as i go..i wont go any further than this"

instead, this is the line that separates my past and my present..whatever happened in the past, good or bad, they will remain as mere memories..some are sweet, some are bitter..but that's life..gotta move on..lol

things have been happening in my life..expected or unexpected..controllable or uncontrollable..right now, i have more uncontrollable problems than controllable ones..but i'll hang on..i have no choice..

just a short post to draw the line between past and present..dun wanna write too many stuff here..my mind's going blank anyw xD

cheers..